unexpectedly..I didn't expect things to turn out this way..
I thought all along it was friendship, until the day i was asked, "Do you miss me?" Well, a white lie never hurt. so i replied, "of course!"
It was that continuous approach that was shown made me felt that all these isn't just a simple gesture after all..
Ridiculously, we had never met. not even once. There was only online conversations which are in the name of professionalism. when did i ever go overboard?
I don't accept 3rd party. neither do i feel the need to. If it was for the sake of cracking a joke, i'd have played along. but seems like things have gone far off track.. too deep, too much. what was it that i had done?
The confession was expected. but i don't understand the logic behind it all.
Stop bombarding me with questions which i will never answer to. Stop giving me scenarios that aren't going to happen at least in the near future. Stop holding on to a non-existent hope. I still treat you as a friend. I had enough of all these nonsense.
This is a public blog. i have reservations not to mention name. Somethings are also better left unsaid.
I love my boyfriend. if not i wouldn't have let go and revive it back. Get it?
