Pardon me for not blogging for the past few weeks.. had been really busy with work.....
My all time favourite for these days.... Had been playing with it for the past weeks!
Solved them for more than 100 times and still continuing to solve!
My collection! I'll get a 4x4 next.. my newest challenge! =)
And, i have been in love with Honey Red Bubble Tea for these few months.. Super fattening la! But its so addictive, i can't help it! and the thing is, i only crave for bubble tea during work time!~ hmmm... guess its because im stress and the way i curb it is by drinking loads of bubble tea, instead of smoking and eating chocolates? haha.
I don't see why the both of us should be treated this way when we had done nothing in particular to destroy the peacefulness in them.. why has it got to be us? Doesn't that insecurites make you feel like a clown? Why so inconfident of yourself? Don't have to do all those unnecessary actions in front of us. we both know. and we aren't at all interested. She quoted : "眼不见为净 耳不听为静". Totally agree!!! *nods continuously*
and talking about stress at work, i do feel the unfairness.. I'm the only 1 who needs to come back to work on EVERY saturday, while the rest of the people gets their respective off days! Yes, probably i can be paid back by giving me half a weekday off, but its not the same! Because, i work until 3,4pm on saturday and even if i get a weekday halfday, my job cannot be finished and end up staying until 11pm when accounts chase me like crazy! so, take the half day for wat? go home late, got difference meh?
Sometimes, I'd rather myself be at the NDP parade. I do understand that there is a commitment and i myself also have to be commited to work every saturday! sick also have to crawl to work lor! Isn't it better to be commited to something that is more meaningful then working and get paid while working
DOESN'T? =(
Since i don't get my saturdays, might as well have additional 16 off days like them and 50bucks for every session.. Isn't it right? argh. How i wish i don't have that additional burden.
More work = more mistake = more problems = more scoldings = more tears. FUCK LAH!
*work is getting heavy and i almost can't breathe already.. I need time off..... i need a super duper long break.... am i being hinted to go back to being a student soon? I wish to be back to my carefree life!